I think i shall get on with life instead of staying here and feeling down. Yepp..
Today was a freakin crappy day...
Morning went to pray at the temple.. Wasnt focusing much.. Cause i had a slight fever..
haha.. luckily mine is only like less than 300m away from my house.. neko chan had to go malaysia! jus to pray.. hehe.. dun fall sick hor..
Hmm.. after i came back.. my bro told me to run with him 95 storeys.. hmm though i had fever, i still ran with him.. cant make decisions i guess..
Then i jus slept and slept and slept till now.. hmm.. sleeping is good when u r sick and wanna forget some things..
hmm ltr still need to go for some wedding dinner which i really dun wanna go.. but no choice la..

Feel like rotting.. to death..
I just need time to do that.

haha.. some things nvr change.. i dun think i will..
i feel out of place now.. very out of place..
one of them is like i became sick with fever and still go run 95 storeys..

I am totally confused.. dunno what to do.. and dun feel like doing anything.. shall jus remain stagnant and who i am.

Decisions are hard to make, but glad i made one.

Oh boy, i m not emo by the way.. this is no emo post..

Have u ever had the time whr u wanted to blog.. but cant find whr to start..
hmm.. thats how i m feeling now..
lots of things to blog.. but everything i wanna keep with me.. weird..
Some things are supposed to be kept within one self..
And dun worry, this is no emo post.. i m far from emo..
Glad to be able to stay in AJ i guess.. Though i feel sad as some people have worked so hard.. but cant..

Hmm.. What did i do wrong??
Hehe.. nvm.. I dunno what to post today..
I forgot everything.. except for apologies.

I very tired today.. and shall keep it short today.
Hmm.. today. hmm went for lessons in the mrng.. overslept..
Then walked to Commonwealth interchange.. Neko-chan was late.. very late.. had to w8 like 1 hr for her.
Haha..
Then we started talking abt lame craps.. abt how xr abit deaf to my poor tortoise.
haha.. so funny..
Went to the bus stop to take 93.. missed one bus.. and weather like so hot la.. goin to die thr like that..
On 93.. we like stone on the bus. making boats.. CarribeAN.. or CarriBEAN.. i oso dunno..
Nearly missed the spca bus stop.. haha SPCA so fun!! the nekos are so cute!! Especially the black kitten!! very KAWAII!!! AAHHH!! MEEOOWW!! haiz.. neko-chan oso keep playing with the cats.. hehe.. so funny..
Hmm.. spent like 1 hr at the cattery.. then XR came.. haha.. she dun like the smell leh.. then we stood outside and look at the cats.. I was like HUNNGGRRYY..
then went to toa payoh and eat... wah lao.. my fish like take years to arrive la.. neko-chan also eat her char siew rice as if it was like some abalone
.. craps la.. mak me feel hungrier... XR not so evil..hehe.. so evil neko-chan
Went to fetch chesschan.. he like a lost dog..hehe.. i haven even eat my fish.. and my fish also haven arrive! i was like so hungry la..
In the end my fish arrived and we were like playing dai dee in the end.. Haiz.. i felt abit childish during the whole rotting time leh... and abit sorry abt alot of things..
Haiz we then went pizza hut.. a lot of funny things.. from CAFY to BASKET to SPEAK GOOD CHINESE CAMPAIGN.. Shall elaborate more tmrw.. and still got the TORTOISE CLUB. haha!! we laughed like mad la.. mad people also.. put so much cheese.. i wanted to say cheese make u stupid.. haha..
Shall blog more abt these tmrw.. i jus hate the guy whu drink beer tooday.. i shud have said i bu shuang oso.. haiz.. i mus start getting stronger.. so that i can defend myself like today.. and not cower like a stupid coward! LAN ZI.. haiz..

Haha.. today more boring.. but still abit fun.. hehe
Start with breakfast.. stupid bread.. hate the bread so much... the filling is lykk eeeekk...
Then went to school .. so tired on the train.. hehe..
Saw neko-chan, chess-chan and one of neko's chan fren outside the office.. Then Eileen and Rain,Thunder,or wind arrived haha.. dunno which one..
Feel abit A-S again.. its a part of me i guess...
GP was first.. er.. the teacher.. haiz nthg to say la..
Then went up to third floor.. was sleeping for some time..
Then neko-chan, xr and sophia came.. wah lao sophia disturb me.. haha..
Then went to roam the school with neko-chan.. felt that the school was like so small.. haiya..
Roam roam roam..
Then we went back.. stoning and eating egg roll.. quite oishi..
Hmm.. Econs.. neko-chan playing with my neko-toy.. put the neko on the tortoise.. so sian.. i was lyk drawing smthg.. but i listened!
Hmm then crashed geog.. a bit interesting.. but i think i will sure fail i guess.. so i shall giv it a pass..
Went to eat lunch..! asked the auntie why no cup noodles.. haha..
Whr's my smthg white elephant noodles!!
Haiz.. in the end ate prata.. neko-chan also eat.. XR and chess-chan like nvr eat..
Hmm.. neko-chan,.. u dunno how to use fork and eat prata.. haha
Hmm then went to the library and check time table.. so crap la.. my time table.. haiya.. worse than neko-chan one.. craps..
Tmrw got PE.. haizzzz

Yea! Today was very fun too! haha .. everyday lyk so fun to me!
Hmm this morning, started with some cyber awareness thingy..
In the end we were talking among ourselves.. and talking abt maple.. and all those.. so lame la.. haha
Then went for H2 maths.. a bit gong gong.. needed to look at neko-chan paper quite a few times.. thats why i needed to look thru jus now at night...
Then we went for the meet ur tutor session.. my classmates abit funny.. got ww,clement, jeremy, jun yang, zhi hong, they made the place so funny la.. haha .. do some NASA Worksheet.. oh man, we will surely die in space..
Guns for what ah.. Shoot alien..
I tot shoot urself better..
Then went for picnic.. haha.. i brought one loaf of bread and nutella and kaya.. ate quite alot myself.. neko-chan, chess-chan, xr were thr eating.. but xr lyk only eat her tuna bread.. haha
Then went for physics.. saw joanne, chess-chan's cousin.. hmm.. physics was abit boring.. was drawing .. nearly got caught..
Toking to junkai abt pokemon thr.. i could actually rmbr a lot of music from pokemon.. WTH...
Asked him:' what if pikachu was a water pokemon?'
caused i drew a crying pikachu...
Then he said.. if u lose to that pikachu..
Ash would not be blacked out..
He would just drown..
Dam funny la..

Then went back to third storey.. neko-chan and xr were doing the rubix cube..
Decided to run.. neko chan oso.. but hor.. neko-chan nvr even run 2 rounds die liao.. i see her lyk that i oso dun feel lyk running liao.. haha..
Then i was doing some judo exercises i guess..
Neko-chan and chess-chan were talking lor.. i feel so A-S.. haha!
In the end.. we were like sitting on the grass patch near the ropes.. chess-chan cannot tahan the weather and went back..
In the end, i was lyk toking to neko-chan till very long..
Dam funny to talk to neko-chan lar.. though i talked more.. lols.
Ants like me btw.. i am so sweet.. *pukes*
Hmm.. there were people running on the track too..
I guess they think we two siao one.. haha.. talking at the grass there.. but whu cares!

Started to rain.. wanted to walk back.. but in the end, PE teacher lyk staring at us.. no choice but to run back...
Then went to drink water.. and it stopped raining .. so me and neko-chan decided to go back.. but to the sit-up benches thr..
We were like talking abt stars, clouds, crows, all those.. so funny.. the clouds look lyk aj pe attire anw...
Did sits ups thr.. neko-chan 25 in 1 minute.. i did 60 in 1 min.. haiz ...
We were talking abt lots of crap haha..
Hmm.. then neko-chan scared of lightning.. then no choice had to go back lor.. wished we stay longer thr la.. so shuang.

Haha.. when we went back.. we saw moni, xr and chess-chan studying.. haha..
Was very hungry.. so me and neko-chan went to buy things to eat...
suddenly it rained very heavily.. the wind was scary too.. siao eh...
Hmm in the end we ate chicken puff or smthg..
The shelter also dropped from 3rd storey to 1st.. luckily we were not thr..

Haha.. then me and neko-chan decided to roam the whole school..
cause i told her thr are some signs in the school which are very very funny..
haha... we were lyk roaming the whole place lyk... nekos..
For some reason, roaming the whole school was so fun.. enjoyed myself.. lols..

Then we still got 2 blocks left to roam.. mus roam tmrw hor, neko-chan..
Hmm xr already left when we went back.. moni had to go.. in the end neko-chan and chess-chan started doing the NASA quiz.. think they die faster than me... lol.

Hmm.. took 852 to the bus stop near soccer court with neko-chan..
I shall jus remind the jack's place part.. infer for urself, neko-chan.. hehe
Hmm waited freakin long for the 88 bus.. it then finally came.. haiz..

Today was a fun day i guess.. for some reason I was happy though the weather is lyk shyt..


Whrs the exit.. so small... and the guy had sex change like that...






Hmm.. isnt MP5 a gun? why got MP5 in gym one?

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Hmm.. today was quite a fun day..
Started with H2 chem.. haiyo.. so boring lor.. and long.. but at least i got it..
Econs was abt note taking.. hmm.. taking note abt note taking..
Then nxt was GP.. haha the teacher quite funny.. my fren was even funnier..
Hmm.. after that went to the tables.. saw neko-chan and chess-chan and xr.. we decided to make sushi.. hehe..
The sushi was nice in the beginning,. i could have eaten alot.. hmm in the end oso no knife.. cause we wanted to cut.. in the end also had to eat the whole thing...
Stupid chess-chan.. i think he played too much chess.. thats why put the whole flavouring inside...
Siao eh.. now i get hypertension.
haha.. bet everybody at that table will die.. moni came at the right time --> when thr was no more sushi left..
Chess-chan had to run away.. of course he had to..
Causing people to get hypertension still dun run away...
Then moni came and we were lyk supposedly studying.. maybe i was trying to concentrate.. very hard la..
in the end nobody ate teh eel..
Neko-chan and xr had to leave. and left me and moni and chess-chan..
So funny.. had to tell the whole school days story.. nightmare...
Then xr and neko-chan came back.. siao..
scream cause teacher teach 2 pages only..
lols...
went to run lor.. finish 2.4 in less than 12.. quite slow.. but cont to run till 4 km..
Cause people still running..
haha
Then everybody rot for a while then run shuttle run..
Moni.. nvr press stopwatch.. make me wanna die..
i ran back and timed myself.. and i jus lost consciousness..
felt something knock my head..
didn noe what it was...
Thx for the water, neko-chan. nearly going to die liao..
and u also so evil.. wanna laugh at people. or was it me?

Then go shelter there they start playing the slapping game.. Dots. nvr liked it..
haha.. neko-chan, u very violent..! so cannot compare.. i hit squash ball.. u hit people... tsktsk
saw royston near squash courts.. told me to go track trial.. siao..
I wna join forzara soon!
Also went for squash trials.. all the balls keep flying away.. so sian diao.. 3 out of 5 flew out of the squash courts
Hmm neko-chan went to play squash?
Still say i violent.. Poor ball...
hehe

Then went home.. on bus 13..
Nearly met with an accident today..
car nearly crashed into bus..
haiya..
i shall run 4 km again tmrw.. unless i veri veri tired till cannot tahan..
Though i feel i will still lose on thurs.. haiz haiz/..

Slept for 6 hours in a row.. Sms people some also nvr reply... today seems lyk a boring day...
I wonder how i could have slept for 6 hrs in a row today.. seems lyk i m very tired today...

Anw, jus finished the econs worksheet.. so cool .
I was be able to finish the worksheet in the end...

Ok.. Enuf of the emo post! I must cheer up!
Hmm.. today i m mad.. ran 60 storeys and 4km.. cause my bro told me to.. lols.. my legs are dying.. but it was good training btw.. thx bro.
Woke up at 745.. that means i slept for 7 hrs only.. hmm.. not enuf sleep these days..
Went home at 9.00 .. so tired la. my legs are creaking...
Jus got a call to tell me go play bball.. Siao...
Hope that the day brightens up for me.. for some reason i m feeling very down..
Even though yesterday was a good day.. seems like days like these whr u feel down will always come...
WHY AM I GETTING EMO AGAIN???!!
okok.. end of post.. or else i will keep being emo..
i think maybe cause i m either sick/hungry/tired...

Hmm, this post is jus going to be some kind of reflection..
It jus feels weird.. i feel lyk i m going to be another royston in his blog when he was J1.. Is this the time where guys from sji get emo?...
It feels weird.. when I m not chatting on msn.. cant seem to focus my mind
It feels weird.. that years have passed so fast.. and i m not a secondary school boy now..
It feels weird.. if i am alone by myself and dun't see people i want to be with the most
It feels weird... that my primary school frens have changed and i think i have now..
It feels weird.. that i feel that i am so emo..
It feels weird... to be weird..

End of reflection. I m going to fall sick soon.

But nevertheless i am going to stay strong..

Stupid me. i jus ran 60 storeys and 4km.. i mus be mad..

P.S. Even though neko-chan said u were jus joking, i mus still apologise...
P.S Sorry for my frens for not spending more time with you
P.S Sorry for not getting my priorities right (myself)
P.S I must be getting really very sick and tired.. thats why i m saying all these..

Hmm.. Little confused i m.. confused confused.. mixture of sadness and joy..
Woke up at 5 smthg to switch off my fan.. has been a daily habit these days.. went back to sleep again until lyk abt 8 15.
Went to oral communication classes.. Thank goodness my contacts still can wear ! haha.. Went out and felt quite sad during the class.. for some reason i dun feel lyk saying..
Haha.. was supposed to meet neko-chan at queenstown mrt.. but i smsed her 'meet at commonwealth mrt' cause she told me to sms her quick.. Then i was wondering .. Why she so late ah... until the second sms came.. and i was lyk thinking 'Which station am i at now??'
Then i realised i was at the wrong station.. I m so blur! went up to the mrt.. and nearly got crushed by the doors.. People were lyk looking at me.. i was lyk daoing them.. haha so awkward..
Saw neko-chan at the mrt.. Haha. Write this for fun..: feel very weird going out with a gal first time.. haha..
Then we took 105 to orchard.. and chatted and chatted abt everything.. anw thx for the calendar! i will buy u smthg else nxt time, ok? Hmm .. then decided to go to kino to look for periodic tables.. in the end the sequence was : manga, books on cats, then periodic table.. haha.. didn't buy any manga.. so we went to look at the pets section .. and so cute la, all the nekos.. but there was something else too.. shant say out.. hehe..
Hmm no periodic tables and neko french fries.. so sad.. Sorry neko-chan! in the end it was supposedly a wasted trip to kino.. but not that wasted la.. i guess..
Went to pepper lunch to have lunch.. neko-chan ate pepper chicken while i ate salmon.. hmm neko eat chicken..hehe... Made fun of the survey oso.. so funny..
My green tea tasted lyk ..crap. didn want to drink anymore.. then accidentally poured out of the cup. hehe.. too bad la..
Haha wanted to take photo.. in the end i nvr click the button .. haha.. nxt time mus take photo! : )
Went cine after that.. saw neko-chan's fren.. but she like nvr talk also.. hmm watched i m legend.. i have got a secret behind this.. but shant say it out. haha.. bought the stupid water at two dollar plus.. so ex and my heart break..
I m legend was quite nice.. but the scary parts are very scary.. even if u watched two times..
Hmm.. i realised something.. we forgot to go arcade!!! aahh!!
Went home on 143.. so sad to leave hehe...
JC then called me to go his house.. then i went lor.. Ed and sy keep making fun of me.. but i didn feel lyk caring oso..
played bridge at his house.. and smsed neko-chan at the same time.. cause quite boring,. some people lyk change a lot.. i wonder whtr i have..
ya thats it for the day... neko-chan, go out again too! hehe.. and mus run finish hor! or else u owe me lunch! : P

Hmm today very tired... very very tired.. felt lyk sleeping..
today started with hmm. what ah,.. lemme think.. oh econs.. i got stm liao..
Econs.. was toking abt the file and all those... times magazine came.. and gave out prizes. quite weird.. invest in us to buy magazines.. so rich..
Hmm SA talk.. haha.. was mumbling and grumbling abt the shoes and side burns.. so ma fan.. in the end i talked a lot to neko-chan and chess-chan.. So funny..
Hmm after that was stone period. canteen too many people.. cant stand it..
Went to the near track place to sleep.. neko-chan was supposed to be earlier than me.. in the end i was the earlier one.. Then did maths for a while with neko-chan and xr.. xr lyk dun wanna tok lyk tht.. i feel so pang seiied
then went to econs lecture.. i realised i was lyk dozing off and off and off.. but lecturer nvr caught me.. hehe.. i was checking whether neko-chan was dozing off oso .. cause sleep 3 hrs enuf meh.. lols..
Then came maths.. changed seat cause cannot tahan the seat.. so creaky.. i realised i cannot concentrate.. cause maybe i too tired.. in the end lyk had to copy methods from neko-chan.. sry.. i feel so useless .. : )
Hmm.. then went to run.. cause weather very nice.. Then started running first.. after running 2nd round.. then neko-chan started running while her fren were lookin and were supposed to run wif her i heard.
While running the 3rd round or 4th.. saw neko-chan walking.. i was lyk wth.. why she walking.. but i couldn catch up properly oso.. cham sure lose one..
Then after running the 2.4km i jus died on the track.. oh b4 that.. neko-chan was running 200m behind me.. and for some reason that made me feel lyk i mus run faster.. hahas, thx!
Anw, why u run 3 rounds only!!! Promise must run finish 6 rounds this monday hor.. ! Hehe..
Hmm then i was lyk stoning awhile with neko-chan and her frens.. felt weird for me to be thr.. but nvrtheless i still stayed thr.. Haha.. one of neko-chan's fren asked me:
'Hey, u can stand her meh?! haha she abit siao, but fun nvrtheless' or smthg lyk that.. haha..
forgot what was my answer to that..
Then they sprinted to the seats to see smthg.. some uniform which was supposed to be used for that afternoon.. haha so blind .. hehe
Then talked thr.. and heard some things abt SJI.. haha
Anw, i m not a flirt! haha.. jus to assure you.. i feel so weird that the guys in my school are called flirts.. anw she said it was a sweeping statement.. so i dun realli care.
Then Wei wen and his frens called me play soccer, and neko-chan and her frens left.. i jus realised i shud have left to.. i didn even play 2min and i left thr too.. dots..
Saw Norman in the canteen. Decided not to go track trials.. and realised that my uniform still at the track.. In the end we went to SJI.. I had to take out one side of my contacts cause eye dam pain..
Sji.. bring back memories.. except teachers are now more outgoing.. some say i look very tired.. some say i look very thin.. some say i like become very guai lan.. haha i dun care..
Hmm went back home and slept for 15 min
but it felt very very long..
Going to sleep early today.. or else cannot wake up tmrw..

hmm.. confused these days.. very confused abt a lot of things.. dunno why.. dun care..
These few days have been very weird for me.. i seem to be less bothered abt other people's ramblings or smtg.. i jus dun really care.. i think its a good thing
Lessons today was okok only.. chem and physics were boring.. chem was lyk we were learning sec school stuff.. and i decided to sms instead..
so scary when the teacher said :'put away ur handphone!'
Thought it was me..

Physics.. haha.. something abt uncertainty.. need to reread again i guess
The weather was too sunny for me and ben to run.. i tot neko-chan(sorry, to protect identity sake) and her friend were running.. walked a huge round instead.. i was wondering why me and ben were walking behind them..
Did maths in the library.. then decided to move to somewhere near the track.. did finish first page.. shall start on second page..

Went beck judo to train. but first thr were the trials first.. the trials were..
Same as last year i guess, but i managed to bring sec 1 up the gym.. kmak call me emo.. sian diao..
Saw familiar faces.. some say i become too tanned.. yea! great.. i wanna become tanned..
Track and field calling me for trials tmrw..
wonder whether i shud go... i m in a dilemma over alot of things.. wish i settle them all soon..

Pls do not be offended by my title.. actually oh shuddup la has become somebody's name for some reason.. somebody that makes be confused.. somebody i wish...
Ok.. i shant continue..
Today was fairly less tiring.. but no opportunity to run.. cause it was raining. hmm why does it start raining so suddenly..
Was talking to fu yang, yee chern and ben on the road.. i was lyk thinking : 'why r we toking in the middle of the road? Why doesnt it rain now? Why are we still here?'
But in anycase, wished that we talked longer thr.. haha..
Then , during physics lesson , Chess-chan was lyk eating in the centre of the audi.. i was too scared to to anything but to listen.. hahas.. but the teacher must be blind (figuratively) .. cant see it(u r called it) eating..
Hmm.. wish tmrw will be a better day.. and pls dun let me keep saying oh shuddup.. it comes instinctively.. and makes me freakin embarressed for some reason..

People changes with time and its environment..
Some become good, and some become bad..
Why can't people not change at all?

Went comics connection this afternoon.. bought the taiwanese version of tsubasa.. Chuang yi is too slow..
Realised it was more difficult to read.
Then was chatting with some Catholic High friends.. Dam funny.. saying abt the different school orientation.. was busy smsing too.. so didn't hear some parts of it.
Went to play basketball.. had quite a good game compared to other times.. the weather was nice too.. scored 4 three pointers.. tyco some say.. but 'tyco is a skill.isn't it?'
There was this dam jiao uncle.. not pro and dam jiao.. cant stand him..
But luckily, not much of these people exist..

Shall continue running tmrw if the weather allows.. Humans are weak i realised.. have to give way to both time and environment..

17th January! lols a challenge.. hahas.
Slept at 2.30 am today.. woke up at 10 am..
Decided to run right after breakfast.. Bad decision it seems.. Ran from home to braddell station.. then to tp interchange.. then to stadium .. and died thr.. 18 minutes die liao.. sian diao.. Whr did my fitness go??!! Shitt..
Saw a daammn cute cat while walking home today.. SO KAWAII la.. the cool thing is this cat came meowing and walking to me.. i guess it must be hungry or smthg.. Too bad i didnt have food nor a camera.. why do these things happen where u r unprepared or something..
Shud be going out ltr with some frens ltr.. And need to go comics connection check out manga. Manga are becoming slow.. i think i shud go tian di instead..

Meow Meow (Construction in progress)
Trying to move my old blog to this.. taking some time..

Creating new blog
Reason: Cause i lost my pw and address
Reason:I feel dam sian
Reason:A lot people have blog
Reasons...